Ever been up really late, waiting for someone to call?
That's me right now.
Sometimes I think it sucks to rely on other people, you know? Some days I just wish I could get away from everyone, never have to talk to them again.
Oh well, at least I have the internet. I can always rely on you, internet!
Speaking of the internet, got a weird email the other day. One of my friends sent me a article talking about this girl who we used to be in class with. Charity was her name. Apparently, she did some sort of murder-suicide thing recently. Killed her old boyfriend from high school, then slit her own wrists with the same knife. There's not much info in the papers about it, though.
I feel bad. I didn't know her all that well, but she seemed really nice. Apparently she had a history of mental problems? I didn't see anything like that, though. They think she might have killed her parents, too.
Oh well. If she did have mental problems, I hope she's at least peaceful now.
It might sound callous, but part of me is glad I'm not fucked up...you know, like that. I got off pretty easy, all things considered. I'm not trying to belittle her condition...but I guess stuff like this just makes me realize how lucky I really was?
Anyway, enough of that for now. Back to internet and glaring at my phone.
You are lucky.
ReplyDeleteShe was not.
Also, stop starting at the phone, a watched phone never rings. Ever.